How to Reduce Anxiety at Family Gatherings
Does anxiety about family gatherings ruin celebrations and holidays with your family? “My anxiety is spiraling out of control. I’m supposed to go to a family get-together this weekend, and I’ve had panic attacks just thinking about it. I don’t do well at these family things. I don’t think I can do it.” If this lament sounds familiar, you’re not alone. Over the years, I’ve heard this sentiment expressed more times than I can count. There are reasons that family time can exacerbate anxiety. There are also things that can be done to minimize anxiety during these times.
Family gatherings happen year-round, causing misery to many anxiety sufferers. A particularly bothersome time for people in a variety of cultural and religious backgrounds is the holiday season. Family celebrations abound, and for many people, anxiety skyrockets.
Reasons Why Family Gatherings Increase Anxiety
Family holidays aren’t always the idyllic scenes greeting cards and television commercials make them out to be. Families are a microcosm of society, and as such, there are different personalities, different roles, different ways of interacting, and different opinions and beliefs.
All these differences mean that family gatherings are sometimes a perfect storm for clashes and criticisms. This doesn’t always make for a peaceful, harmonious situation. When differences become intense, anxiety can flare up.
Family get-togethers sometimes involve a huge amount of baggage. Families are a group of people who have a long history together. Any time there is a holiday or reunion, it’s common for members to fall into old patterns. The loud, obnoxious uncle who was your harshest critic growing up is likely to continue to see you as a child in need of criticism. Get enough people falling into old, dysfunctional roles, and it’s no wonder people experience anxiety attacks or intensified anxiety in the face of this.
Anxiety Increases When Our Sense of Control Decreases
Our family members aren’t the only ones slipping into old roles during a holiday or reunion. We have the potential to do the same. Out of habit, individuals often revert to the old feelings and response patterns. When this happens, it’s easy to feel like you have no control, no power at all in this family dynamic.
It’s imperative for our well-being that we feel that we have some control over our lives, especially in stressful situations such as family holiday celebrations. When we feel that we have no power or control, we begin to feel trapped. Stress increases rapidly, and with it, anxiety and even panic.
Maintain Your Sense of Control to Reduce Anxiety
It can be quite difficult to maintain a sense of control at a family gathering where there is arguing, condescending treatment, and the like. After all, if you’re being treated like a child or harassed about your anxiety or personal life; you might feel like a child again, unable to be an equal with the other adults around you.
While it’s impossible to control the behavior of those around you, you can take measures to keep your own sense of control and reduce your anxiety at family functions, holiday or otherwise.
List of Ways to Reduce Family-Related Anxiety
- Find an ally. Is there someone in your family who is a supporter rather than a critic? Or do you have a friend that could accompany you to the gathering? Find someone positive, and focus your attention and energy on him or her.
- Set limits. You can’t control how someone will treat you, but that doesn’t mean that you have to take everything that’s dished out. It’s okay to speak up for yourself. If doing that will worsen your anxiety, then give yourself permission to walk away. Then steer clear of the offending person as much as possible.
- Bring a comforting distraction. Having a book, a craft to do, a crossword puzzles, etc. can help you escape. Go into another room and get lost in your distraction. People following you around? Go into a bathroom. People aren’t likely to bother you there!
- Focus on what is good. Even if it seems like there are more anxiety-provoking things at your family holiday than there are calming things, if you pay attention, you’re likely to find at least one or two positives. Maybe take the kids into another room and read to them. Occupy yourself by preparing part of the meal or setting the table. Doing something even slightly enjoyable will calm your mind and reduce anxiety.
Anxiety can spike during the holiday season or any time throughout the year when we have to endure family functions. Understanding what’s happening and taking measures to make it through can increase your sense of control over the situation and decrease your anxiety.
Author: Tanya J. Peterson, MS, NCC
No wonder your anxiety has spiked! Your sentence about worrying what each party will think and being unable to determine the best choice for you is spot on. It holds the key, and it explains why the key won't turn the lock. Some thoughts you could consider as you determine the best action for you:
* Consider each choice as if it were the only option, with no conflict. What would the wedding be like for you? What would be the consequences in your relationship with your family? Your boyfriend? Yourself? On a scale from 1-10, with 10 being the best, how would the event impact you and your life after it is over?
* What do you value in your relationship with your family and with your boyfriend (again, consider them separately) both right now and going forward?
* Would going to the wedding fit with those values and allow you to move toward them? Or would it make things worse? Ditto going to the beach with your boyfriend.
* As you determine what you value most, what is the best action to take to live according to those values for your life.
As you know, any decision you make (in this situation and in life in general) will have both positive and negative consequences. The best decision for your wellbeing is the one that moves you toward what you value the most and takes into consideration that sometimes moving toward your values means letting go of what is toxic in your life.
Good luck with your decision. Whichever you choose, I hope it brings you the greatest peace.
It doesn't sound to me like you're an attention seeker at all. It sounds like you have used your strengths to create success. You use your organization skills to create order and deal with chaos, and you use curiosity and a love of learning and knowledge to create a meaningful career that helps a lot of people. High school teaching is not for the weak! (I used to teach high school, so I get it.) Other people have their own issues (we are all imperfect because we're human), and sometimes people "spill" those issues onto others. If you created order and success, others who haven't done so might resent you or even admire you but don't know how to express that without getting harassed by others. Observe the dynamics in your high school students, and you might find similar patterns.) It's unlikely that you will ever change your family's behavior, but by taking an honest look at yourself and your strengths and accomplishments, you just might form a new perspective that makes your family less bothersome to you. (As for your partner, you don't have to put up with a toxic relationship. It isn't my place to evaluate anything, especially not based on two sentences, but give yourself permission to step back and watch for patterns in the way he treats you.)
I'm pretty sure I have S.A.D (Social Anxiety Disorder) but it's self diagnosed because I haven't told my parents or anyone except for one friend and I only told them I have a little bit of social anxiety so no one knows not to critique me or force me to socialize and even then I bet my cousins wouldn't understand because they don't like me for some reason.
With all that said, I have to go to the family gathering tomorrow and there will be presents and stuff and I wish there wasn't. Oh and also there will be a santa who gives everyone one present and we have to sit on his knee and just that causes even more anxiety. I'm just already freaking out over this. I'm kinda thinking about faking being sick just to get out of it. But i missed my uncle's work lunch thing this year due to actually being sick so if i'm sick again then they may think i'm skipping and that i'm a horrible person and me staying home would cause one of my parents to stay home and they took off work for this gathering so i'd feel bad and just ugh.
I wish I was mute. Then no one would expect me to talk to them. But me going selective mute would cause even more problems and idk.
And no I don't really have any close siblings or family memebers to hang around with.
There is one positive to this though. My grandparents have a small dog who let's me pick him up and cuddle. But I have two dogs at home who i'd rather be with.
If anyone has any advice it'd be appreciated. Thanks for reading this.
Hope you all are doing okay. If anyone needs someone to talk to I'm here.
I went to the gathering. It wasn't completely horrible, although I did make a few mistakes that will for some reason decide to haunt me the rest of my days. I ended up staying the night because all of my cousins were staying over and they wanted me to stay over (don't know why though) and I'm absolutely horrible at saying no to people even if really don't want to do whatever they're asking.
I did get some pencils and an adult colouring book which I ran off to sit behind a counter in the basement to draw in away from everybody. I wish I hadn't stayed the night though. But I'm home now ,thankfully.
So all in all I didn't have as much anxiety as I thought I would. I probably had more anxiety thinking about all of the anxiety i'd get when I actually went. I hope all family gatherings are all this pleasently surprising but I doubt it.
Happy New Years to you all!
If anyone needs to talk about anything I'm here for you.
I hope your Easter gathering was tolerable! What did you do to get through it? It sounds like you've used some good coping skills before, such as the coloring book and the dog. Whenever you can do something to focus your thoughts, you're beating your anxiety. You'll feel it, of course, but you are doing things anyway. You're observation about having more anxiety because of thinking about the anxiety is really wise. That is a very real thing. Anxiety takes control and dominates our thoughts. Breaking it by refocusing your attention and doing things despite the anxiety is key. (Not easy, though.) Hopefully you were able to distract your thoughts and refocus during your holiday yesterday.
Social anxiety is real, can become avoidant personality disorder, and can be extremely paralyzing. It's miserable, and I'm truly sorry that you are experiencing social anxiety like this and that this holiday season with family is so difficult. There are things you can do to decrease this very intense social anxiety, but right now the most important thing is that you're safe. Harming yourself by OD'ing or by doing other things to yourself is very dangerous and could have dire consequences. (I'm absolutely not judging you or lecturing you. Your feelings that are driving this are very understandable. It's just that actions like these, which are driven by the feelings and thoughts of social anxiety, are dangerous. No judgement implied!). I'm going to give you a website to check out. It's the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. They help people in many different situations. They can help you resist OD'in, even if you're not doing it to commit suicide. They also have resources they can share with you to help you deal with all of this. They have an online chat format so you don't have to call them on the phone. You can start by telling them what you wrote here (copy and paste). Go to http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org. They can help you right away.
Thank you for sharing this wisdom. Even when we have to be somewhere we don't want to be, we still have control over what we do there. It's okay to stay in the background, and it's okay to leave when you're ready.
As an adult I tried my best to be a good family member and enjoy some happy times together - to put the past behind.
However I have come to the realization that it requires EVERYONE trying to put the past behind, not just me.
When I go into family situations now I feel like a goldfish in a bowl. I have so much stress and anxiety I could explode. I am single and have no boyfriend to bring along as a "wingman". I feel so vulnerable and out of place I cannot wait to leave.
I stopped going for many years because there was so much fighting I couldn't stand it.
Eventually the family started inviting me again and stopped the fighting and yelling. I still just sit quietly and wait for it to be over. I avoid most events. My siblings have all been married, divorced, have kids, etc.
I am the only single one. I want to die from loneliness in a room full of my blood relatives who have no idea what is going on in my daily life, and really no concern. I only hear from them when there is a gathering, maybe once a year. I dread going there. I try to sit quietly and pretend I am invisible until it is over. Sometimes I try to make polite conversation but find I have little to say that is of any interest to anyone there. They are like strangers to me. I do not go very often. Only to funerals, baptisms and weddings if they are not far away.
I got a late (email on the morning of - after I had gotten home at 3 am from work in the morning) for a Thanksgiving Dinner that day. I awoke about 2pm, had some coffee, hung around.
I finally checked my email and saw this "invitation". So I called, texted, no reply. Since it was near my apartment I decided to drop by - it was my brother's apartment and he suggested I come by as my niece would be there as well.
When I arrived his new girlfriend greeted me at the door. I explained to her that I had just gotten up a few hours ago and only read the email invitation. No time indicated , formal or buffet - nothing - but thanked her for inviting me. They had just finished dinner so I asked if I could bring a plate home and join them for coffee. "No doggie bags" was her reply. So I sipped on some wine, drank the coffee and talked with my niece. I felt very unwelcome. Why did they even invite me?
This is pretty typical of my "family gatherings". I am the "extra person" they feel obliged to invite. I always feel like they hope I won't show up or that I will leave soon.
I rarely attend unless funeral, wedding or baptism. They can't really throw you out of a house if worship.
Gatherings and reunions aren't always as fun and joyful as TV commercials make them look! Choosing not to go is the best choice for many people. Knowing where you want to create your boundaries and then sticking with it is empowering. Thanks for sharing this with everyone here!
Noisy "crowds" can be incredibly overstimulating and overwhelming, and they can contribute to anxiety. When you feel as though you can't do anything about it, it becomes even worse. Have you tried talking to any of your family? Would they be open to your stepping away when you need to? Or you might want to consider listing all of the things that are most bothersome to you. It can feel that everything is tied together, and that makes it hard to find solutions. If you think about each part of dinnertime, you might be able to identify and rank the most problematic things. Then, you (and your family, if they're open to it) could figure out how to reduce each individual problem. As someone who gets easily overstimulated, I understand your general frustration. Even if you can't change the situation completely, you can make things more manageable.