Prioritizing Eating Disorder Recovery in the Midst of COVID-19
How can we prioritize eating disorder recovery in the midst of COVID-19? Social distancing is the newest buzzword of our culture, and #FlattenTheCurve is our latest hashtag as we all stumble through this unprecedented reality of coronavirus, but I will be honest—it's an inconvenient, anxiety-inducing time to have a complicated history with food and exercise. But despite the shifts in my routine or the lack of control and normalcy, I choose to still prioritize my eating disorder recovery in the midst of COVID-19.
I never imagined that a pandemic would cause turmoil across the globe in 2020—I doubt any of us did—but so much about the rhythms of life that I often take for granted feel uncertain and imbalanced right now. As a freelance writer, I have worked remotely for the past six years, so my career has not been disrupted—and for this, I am grateful—but that sense of disconnection and isolation which currently overshadows our world has all my emotions on-edge.
About four months ago, I moved across the country from Florida, where I was raised, to Arizona, where I did not know a single person. Now here I am—more than 2,000 miles away from the friends and family members who keep me anchored when I feel powerless over circumstances. I was supposed to be in Florida this week for a reunion, in fact, but my flight was canceled due to none other than coronavirus.
So I am alone in Arizona, untethered from my network of support, and with enough free time for my anxious brain to run wild. But I refuse to allow this inconvenience, uneasiness, insecurity, and agitation to become excuses for a relapse into disordered eating behaviors. I have come too far in the healing process for any outside forces—even a global pandemic—to weaken my commitment. Here is how I can still prioritize my eating disorder recovery in the midst of COVID-19, and I encourage all of us in this unfamiliar territory to find our own unique coping mechanisms to help sustain our resolve.
4 Ways I am Choosing to Prioritize Eating Disorder Recovery
- I will listen and respond to the hunger cues in my body. The produce section at my local Trader Joe's has been emptied of all the usual foods in my menu rotation—chickpeas, avocados, mangos, sweet potatoes, cauliflower, and Brussels sprouts. This leaves me with two options: to backslide into meal restriction or to be flexible, improvise, and honor my body with food that's accessible. I choose the latter, so there is a takeout pizza in my refrigerator, and when hunger strikes, I will enjoy a slice (or three).
- I will build intentional movements into my daily routine. Spending more time indoors makes me restless for exercise, but I need to be mindful about the kind of activities I do—and why I'm doing them. For example, am I in the mood for a run because my muscles want to stretch, and my lungs crave the fresh air, or is it because I feel anxious and want to outpace the discomfort of this emotion? In that case, I will practice a gentler, lower-impact exercise such as yoga or a hike to reconnect my mind and body.
- I will channel my nervous energy into bursts of creativity. I laugh at coronavirus memes on my Facebook newsfeed just as much as anyone else—I am a product of the Millennial generation, after all—but I can do without the mass panic which often escalates on social media. When the fear creeps in, that's my cue to unplug from all devices and find a creative outlet to slow my thoughts and redirect my focus. This usually takes the form of drawing, journaling, cooking, writing poetry, or learning the ukulele.
- I will look for opportunities to invest in my relationships. COVID-19 has thrown a drastic curveball in how people interact with each other right now, but relationships are crucial for eating disorder recovery. How I communicate with my friends and family looks much different than it used to—at least for the time being—but even on the other side of the country, I can still maintain a connection. Technology is an excellent resource, but I also enjoy the personal touch of sending my loved ones handwritten notes.
How are you choosing to prioritize your own eating disorder recovery in the midst of COVID-19? Share your coping mechanism ideas in the comment section below.
Remember, if the emotions tied to this current pandemic feel too overwhelming or unmanageable, you can reach out for support. HealthyPlace offers a list of mental health resources and hotlines to connect with at anytime.
Schurrer, M. (2020, March 25). Prioritizing Eating Disorder Recovery in the Midst of COVID-19, HealthyPlace. Retrieved on 2023, February 6 from https://www.healthyplace.com/blogs/survivinged/2020/3/prioritizing-eating-disorder-recovery-in-the-midst-of-covid-19