Life As a Nobody

Sleeping and cutting my pain away

oh what a horrible day

Needing the one person I can't have

Trying so hard to just laugh

A smile as a fake as a six headed snake

There's no more heart to take

A million spoons when all I need is a knife

Just to cut away my strife

Drip dropping rubies, my razor blade's full

Trying not to break one rule

An oath to the moon never to hurt again

Now it's gone with the wind

Trapped in this body, torturing me

Just living my life as a nobody

Deep inside I can't shake this thought

"Cut to bleed" was all it taught

Blood, blood, blood is all I see

Just living my life as a nobody

My blade is a flame, I can't see past the smoke

Trying so hard not to choke

This life is mine this life is for me

Just living my life as a nobody