Dealing With PTSD Symptoms

Yesterday, Andi commented on Victims Think They May Be The Abuser. Andi said:

“…I reached the point where I feared that the emotional / verbal abuse was going to move towards physical abuse. It has been a long time since this happened. I’ve moved far away and started over, but I’m still scared, feeling PTSD symptoms, and can’t seem to move on. I want so desperately to be whole again. Any thoughts and help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you.”

First of all, you are whole! You may have an extra voice in your head – a remnant of your abuser’s lies, but that adds to you, it doesn’t take away! Granted, it doesn’t add to you in a positive way and that voice needs to take a hike. But without that voice, you are still whole. Your abuser didn’t dismantle you. I know this because you left.

Secondly, honor your fear. You developed your fears for good reason, and they won’t become manageable until you take some steps to counteract them.

Dealing With “Real World” Fears

I don’t know if your symptoms include jumpiness, but in case they do, let’s look at some of the things that you can do to relieve fears that can cause a startle response.

Does the phone ringing fill you with dread? If so, make a commitment to yourself to never answer your phone. Let all calls go to voicemail, then check your voicemail. This will remind you that you’re not on your abuser’s leash anymore. You choose who to talk to and when.

Is it loud (or soft) noises when you’re home alone? Although you can never be sure no one could enter your home, you can take steps to protect yourself if they do. Make sure your doors and windows are locked. Buy some pepper spray or a weapon you’re comfortable using and place it under your pillow at night. Tell your neighbors you’re concerned because you think you saw a prowler (doesn’t have to be true). Knowing they’re helping keep a look out will ease your mind.

Often, fears of what can happen in our physical world cannot totally be erased. I mean, even if you didn’t have an abusive ex, you could still fear intruders. The key is to pick an action that empowers you and do it. Any action that will help you to feel safer is a good choice. When you feel afraid, remind yourself of what you did to protect yourself.

Self-Help For PTSD Symptoms

As a previous abuse victim, you’re probably now re-learning to trust your intuition. If you think of a way to help yourself, then try it. Perhaps one of the following suggestions will help you, or maybe they’ll spark your intuition in a different direction.

Relax. Try deep-breathing, meditation, stretching, yoga, or taking a walk. Do something that brings you down to earth on a daily basis, not only when your symptoms flare. Visualize yourself as safe and calm (even if you aren’t) every chance you get so if you hit a panicky place, you can easily envision yourself in control. (I know everyone says this, but that’s because relaxing works!)

If you have nightmares that wake you from a sound sleep, try to have something to do when you’re jerked awake from fear. Keep a pen and paper by your bed and write down the dream. You could drink a from a glass of water kept on your night stand. You could get up, make your bed, and then crawl back into it. Interacting with something you can taste, touch, or smell will pull you out of the dream, calm you down, and let you go back to sleep.

Seeing things that aren’t there is another symptom of PTSD. If you’re having hallucinations, you must see a doctor. Until you can get into the doctor, treat them like you would a nightmare: write them down, eat a raw veggie or drink some water, smell some menthol…remember, taste, touch, or smell brings you back to “right now”.

Join a support group that relates to abuse or PTSD. Talking about your experience instead of holding it inside relieves fear.

Likewise, a journal or blog gives you an outlet to express your fears, feelings and memories. If you don’t like to write, you could speak your journal entries into a digital voice recorder. Online, you could record videos (youtube has a private option if you prefer it) or voice journals (soundcloud gives some free space for recordings).

Look into the Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) too. In theory, EFT works similarly to EMDR therapy (see below), but you can do it yourself. EFT is also called “tapping” and there are plenty of free videos and information articles online.

Therapies for PTSD Symptoms

Mental symptoms of PTSD, like intrusive memories and flashbacks, can be difficult, but not impossible, to deal with on your own. Please find a counselor! If you feel you can’t afford one, go through your social services department to see if they offer assistance for domestic violence survivors. Ask the therapists about what type of therapy they use and how it works for PTSD before deciding who to see.

If there’s a therapist that practices Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) therapy near you, then give them a call. EMDR therapy can be a miracle cure for some people with PTSD symptoms and it would be worth it to find out if you’re a person it will help.

I just interviewed Jodi Aman about narrative therapy (changing the stories we tell ourselves). Reworking your memories to empower yourself isn’t denying the memory or stuffing it down – it’s giving you a new and more useful way to look at it.

Cognitive-Behavioral Therapy (CBT) and Psychoanalysis are other types of therapy more commonly offered. Between the two, the quicker road to recovery would be CBT, which helps you deconstruct your memories and find errors in thinking; then, when you recognize these thinking errors, you enact a new behavioral response to them.

Psychoanalysis analyzes dreams and other symbols of the unconscious mind to get to the “root problem”. A psychoanalyst would probably ask the question, “Where in your childhood did you first experience abuse?” and work from base level up. As you can imagine, psychoanalysis isn’t the best type of therapy for quickly relieving PTSD symptoms.

You’re Going To Be Okay

I know you wonder if the effects of abuse will ever go away. They can if you use conscious effort to address them. Was there a time that you were silent about your abuse because you were ashamed of it? But you stopped being silent, and you ended the abuse.

The same thing goes for abuse side effects. The more you talk about them, the quicker you’ll find relief. You did it before. You can do it again.

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One Response to Dealing With PTSD Symptoms

  1. Dana Cetz says:

    how do I get rid of the risidual effects of my ex abusers verbal and emotional abuse.

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