ECT May Have Changed My Life

It has been nearly three weeks since my last of six ECT treatments. And I feel great!

ECT (Electroconvulsive Therapy) may be the most controversial treatment that exists for mental illness. In my case, it was severe depression that did not respond to antidepressants and talk therapy.

The reason you have not read a blog from me in some time is that I sank into the deepest and darkest depression of my life earlier this spring. Desperate for help, I ended up in the hospital.

ECT: When You’re Desperate, You’ll Try Anything

I had not been at Emory University Hospital very long when my doctors there first mentioned ECT as a possible treatment. I had heard of it when a family friend (who happens to be a brilliant psychiatrist) suggested it weeks before I was hospitalized.

I was so desperate for relief from the horrors of depression that I was open to it, despite the bad rap ECT gets on the Internet and in the media, most notably because of the film “One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest.”

The doctors gave me the appropriate warnings about the effects and side-effects of ECT: ECT can cause temporary confusion and even memory loss. They ran the appropriate tests and then made me sign all sorts of documents indicating I understood the risks and the side effects.

Then I went in for my first treatment. I wasn’t afraid, but I found it odd that no less than 90 percent of the patients awaiting ECT treatments at the clinic in Atlanta were senior citizens. Only one other patient I became friends with at the hospital was even close to my age.

They gave me a pill to prevent migraine headaches, which I get on occasion, and then administered the general anesthesia that quickly put me to sleep.

I awoke confused but quickly regained my usual alertness. That was only the first of six treatments, which were spaced out every other day over the course of two weeks.

I was released from the hospital about halfway through my ECT treatments, feeling better than when I had been admitted. I wasn’t allowed to return to work just yet, and it’s a good thing.

ECT Side Effects I Experienced

I did endure some significant ECT problems. I couldn’t remember some things even before the ECT treatments had started and toward the end of the treatment, I was not as mentally sharp as normal. They didn’t let me drive a car for two weeks, which was probably wise because on one occasion, with a buddy driving me, I had trouble remembering directions to a destination I’d been to many times. It was a little disconcerting.

I soon returned to work and the first week back was challenging. If I had to use one word to describe how I felt, it would be foggy. Since I had been open about my depression and the treatment with several key coworkers, I got by because they rallied to my side and even took on some of my workload.

My wife, who was an incredible supporter through the whole ordeal, kept telling me to be patient. She had read that it can take up to two weeks before you start feeling normal again after a round of ECT treatments. Turns out, that was dead on.

Thankful That ECT is Available

Some skeptics will tell you that the relapse rate is too high. Yet there is ample evidence that ECT has a high rate of success. Clinical evidence shows that for “uncomplicated” cases of severe depression, ECT results in “substantial improvement” in at least 80 percent of patients. Some do relapse. Others go back for “maintenance” ECT treatments. The gentleman who ran the ECT clinic where my treatments were done told me that 50 percent of the patients they see never need another treatment.

Could I relapse? Sure. Was it worth it even if I do? Absolutely. For me, at least, ECT was effective and provided almost immediate relief from severe symptoms of major depression.

Would I recommend it for others who struggle from major depression that has not responded to other treatment? It depends. In my view it’s a very personal decision. I would at least suggest that you consider it as an option. It might change your life.

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52 Responses to ECT May Have Changed My Life

  1. Marijke de Jong says:

    Hello Renee,

    That is a good advice to write things down. Your memoryloss will remain during the therapy and morre or less after the therapy. Outsiders will see improvement far sooner then you will yourself. My husband had ECT and it took a lot off convulsions before he noticed himself that he was improving. So my advice is: hang on, it cab help you become less depressive. The memoryloss though can be severe, ik varies fromperson to person.
    I wish you wisdom and stamina.


  2. Bec says:

    Getting this done is a big decision. Once it’s done, it’s done. It sounds great but comes with a huge 50/50 change of brain damage and permanent memory loss. Consider alternative methods for depression before going down this route. There is a reason it’s protested against. Not long ago some people were outside the hospital protesting. It hurts lives and takes away people they once knew. Brain damage is irreversable.

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