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July 21, 2000 -- 11:47 PM EST

It was a good day for mail yesterday and today. I got the new issue of Real Simple and I had put it up for tonight's bedtime reading. I also got a subscription offer to Bitch. I'm thinking about it but where's my issue of Bust?! and why is everything I like in San Francisco?!

Courtney mailed me a Guilt Free Musical Snack -- this mixed tape she made me with a cover that made me laugh of this big strawberry shortcake. The first two songs also cracked me up when I read them off the play list one after the other:

  • Barbie Girl -- Aqua
  • There's More to Life Than This -- Bjork

What do you think Courtney's trying to say with that? *snicker* She also sent me a Power Puff Girls notebook and a good letter I have to get to answering later today.

New cyberbuddy Kathy also sent me a mixed tape after we arranged a tape trade via e-mail and she also include a copy of her newest book, How Come? Planet Earth. It's sort of like trivia questions about all kinds of things. I know an author! How neat! I haven't gotten a chance to read it much yet because as soon as Paul saw it on the table he made of with it for himself. He loves stuff like that.

After Wednesday being so evil, and Thursday being the way it was, I think I needed the mail break and the easy day today. How tense have I been? I was still so tense on Thursday from Wednesday's long day that I gave myself a cramp!

When Paul came home Thursday night it was all thunder and lightening and he told me not to try going to gym. So he sat at the dining room table working over his model tank and I sacked out on the futon waiting for it to blow over. He said I kept waking up every 5 minutes all startled and asking what time it was. I don't remember that. What do I remember?

I was having some really funky dreams -- about websites, my cousins, and this pig trying to sniff my crotch the way overly-friendly dogs do. Disturbing. Then I woke up screaming and scared Paul to death.

me:(screaming) Aaaaaaaaaaah!

him: (dropping X-acto knife and rushing over to the futon) What's wrong? Honey, wake up! What's wrong!?

me: My leg! Aaaaahhhhhh! Help me, help me! Paul! Paul! (still screaming)

him:( now screaming back): What's the matter with your leg! Stop waving it around! Wake UP! Wake UP!

me: I have a cramp! Paul! Paul! Get it out! Get it out! Aaaaaaaah! (still waving my leg around aimlessly)

him: (grabbing my leg and pulling it out) Hold STILL then!

me: (me blinking more awake seeing him holding my leg) Paul!? Why are you hurting me!?

him: I am not hurting you. Wake UP! What's the MATTER with you?!

Apparently the funky dreaming got me even more tense than I had been to start with. I had been clenching my toes so hard in my sleep that it shot off a pain through my left calf. My jaw was also tight and I'd smashed my tongue hard into the back of my teeth and it hurt. I couldn't walk very well and I had to take an Advil for the pain.

Ugh. Rotten day Wednesday, leaking into my Thursday!

Definite improvements today though. Much more relaxed, mellow kind of mood. Anti-cooking girl struck so we had frozen pizzas for dinner. On my way to gym I stopped by Holly's flat but she was on her way to a bar with some other friends and after I hung with them for a few minutes chatting, I went on my merry way to the gym.

They had invited me to come along, but I had a training session to do. I went into the grocery store afterwards to grab the pizzas, and bumped into one of them who was leaving (the bar, gym, and grocery were all in the same plaza) and he said I ought to pop in now that I was done and say "hi" to the girls because they were still in there. I laughed and waved but then got in my car and just went home.

Friday night is a good gym night. It's practically deserted! However, Friday night is not a good bar night. That's where all the missing gym people are. Ugh, crowds.

~Astrophe


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