"I have the freedom to kill myself. Yeah arrest my dead body, pigs! It's against the law, but I do have the guts to do it and get it over with. No sleeping pills for this angel! I will burn to death in the woods on a self built crucifix. As long as people hear my point of view and I create a little change, that's all that matters to me! I know the risk, but my life isn't really that precious. Now I am not saying respect me, or I will kill myself. This is not a suicide attempt, or a threat, it is just what was on my mind at this moment in time. I love life, but I love my freedom more! I feel like a lot of people only are nice to others because they think they will go to Heaven when they die. This seems so selfish to me. My way also is selfish, but I realize it is. I've already been to hell for 13 years of my life and I never want to go back."