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Hewitt had an abusive childhood and took herself to hospital after feeling suicidal. She was transferred to Porirua Hospital, where she was kept for three months and treated with ECT.
"The first time I got it, I didn't know what was going on. The nurses came into the ward and called out names. When the woman in front of me was called, she screamed and tried to run out the door. I didn' t have a clue what was going to happen, but it obviously wasn't good.
"The nurses took me by the arms and put me on the bed. I got an injection, a guard was put in my mouth. When it was all over, I lay in the ward and looked out the window and saw a graveyard. That's where I thought I'd end up." Hewitt said the ECT made her zombie-like and she lost her memory.
"I went back to my abusers because I'd forgotten what they'd done. And I put up with abusive relationships because I was a robot. I didn' t know how to stand up for myself. I knew there was something wrong with me, but I didn't know what it was. I became a punching bag."
Hewitt underwent counselling eight years ago and has been dealing with her ordeal since.
"I'm damaged. This has scarred my life. I can't let people get close to me, I don't trust them."
Any visits to the doctor or hospital are traumatic. "I have dizzy spells and am sick from the memories. ECT is barbaric and should be banned. No one should be given it under any circumstances."
Another woman told the Sunday Star-Times she had been given 80 treatments of ECT 10 years ago, to punish and discredit her after she accused a surgeon of assault.
"It was outrageous. You'd get the same effect by hitting someone over the head with a piece of four by two. How anyone can think this is humane is beyond me."
Other former ECT patients spoke of their terror at the treatment and how it had affected their memories.
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