Jan. 1998 -- 215+ lbs.

I don't even know what I really weighed -- I am guessing 215+ or so. It wasn't until weeks later than I weighed and I knew I had lost some weight but I still was at just above 200 lbs. I cried. I never thought I'd weigh over 200. But there I was! What did I weigh before?! Gak. It was enough to send me back into the depression I'd fought to come out of.

This isn't me. This isn't what I want to be.

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