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Good Mood:
The New Psychology
of Overcoming Depression
Chapter 16
cont.
The Nature of the Conversion Process
Alcoholics Anonymous insists that having a
belief in a "higher power" is necessary for its program to work.
"If, when you honestly want to, you find you cannot quit entirely, or if
when drinking, you have little control over the amount you take...you may be
suffering from an illness which only a spiritual experience will conquer".
(3) I have no data on the extent to which this is true, and the extent to which
alcoholism is similar to depression in this respect. But in light of the vast
experience of A. A., their opinion at least merits consideration. (It should be
noted that in A. A., the "ideas" (their word) of faith, God, and
spiritual experience are interpreted very broadly, seemingly to include almost
everything beyond the mundane that elicits awe and wonder and mystery. Indeed,
"belief in the A. A. group" to which one belongs apparently is a
common form of such faith. (4)
All this has a physiological and psychological
connection to the forces at work in meditation. A major difference, however, is
that meditation is a voluntarily induced state that one reaches most easily
with various learned techniques of breathing, concentration, body position,
chanting, and rhythmic movements, whereas religious conversion is more likely
to be spontaneous.
Some Christian ministers and religious
communities try to foster conversions by inculcating the belief in its
possibility, and by providing the conditions of personal acceptance that make
it more attractive.
General Booth, the founder of the Salvation
Army, considers that the first vital step in saving outcasts consists in making
them feel that some decent human being cares enough for them to take an
interest in the question whether they are to rise or sink.(5)
And a person may increase the likelihood of
conversion or salvation from depression by participating in such religious
groups. But more than that the individual cannot do, except perhaps to try
"surrendering" his or her striving so as to be open to the conversion
experience.
Though religious conversion differs from other
modes of fighting depression because one usually cannot induce a religious
conversion by one's own will and efforts, one may make the process more likely
to happen by steeping oneself in the religion of conversion, by reading and
discussing, and by hoping that one will be saved by religious experience; these
are the key tactics of Alcoholics Anonymous (which also relies on mutual
support, and group discussion which point out distorted thinking process). Yet
the process of conversion can only occur when one is not trying to be
converted, or trying to do anything else. Conversion is one of those many
processes--like remembering a forgotten word, or a man having an
erection--where trying to produce the event only prevents its
occurrence.(6)
After the conversion itself the person may
continue to be "God-intoxicated," in religious terms. I take this
phrase to mean that the person continues to hold the conversion experience and
the idea of God in the conscious mind much of the time. The person perceives
what seems to be the evidence of God in all aspects of the world about her. And
almost anything--even, for example, the ugly bleeping sound of a warning device
telling of a hole in the road as one walks by the way--can be heard as a
reminder of God's presence in the world. In this manner, conversion can
maintain a continuing barrier against negative self-comparisons and the
consequent depression.
Summary
Some people's depressions--especially deep
depressions-- disappear suddenly and miraculously, without systematic battles
and often with great drama. Religious conversions are of this nature, but the
phenomenon can occur without the intervention of theistic concepts, as
Alcoholics Anonymous has proven.
There is an important similarity between
religious conversion and meditation. The state of exhaustion that occurs prior
to the radical religious conversions of some very depressed persons is, like
meditation, a state of sudden relaxation from striving. It is a time when the
person no longer has strength to strive, fight, or even flee, but rather simply
falls into exhaustion. At such moments the mental processes of classification,
evaluation, and comparison that lead to sadness for the depressive person cease
to operate, and the person gets relief--which is then attributed to God, and a
religious conversion takes place.
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