4.19.99

*** NEWS FLASH ***

I quit my bipolar medications again. Sorry, I had just about enough of all this medications business. They're not working anyway. I've been going down and did nothing to stop it.

I am angry all the time; tired and moody.

A stupid parking lot argument with my folks ended in me slamming my bike, knocking it over and damaging it. It also ended with them taking away my license (sort of - my dad demanded it, so I threw it downstairs, from my second floor room, along with the rest of my documents.

I haven't gotten into such a rage over nothing in a long time. This was 2 days ago. I've left my room only once since then. Haven't eaten anything for the past few days and haven't been eating all that much before as well. I spend most of the day next to the computer or in bed. I don't feel like getting up in the morning anyway.

Since the meds should have stopped this, and obviously they haven't, I stopped taking them yesterday and I ain't coming back to them in the near future. I've had enough of Psyche's and Pdoc's messing about with my life with no real knowledge as to what the hell they are doing.

I will fix this one myself and the rest of them psyche's can go to &*%^#$ !!!!

Trillian

We are healed of a suffering only by experiencing it in full.
~ Marcel Proust ~

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